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I sat on the other side of the table. You were physically present, but you weren't there; your eyes were empty and your voice was flat. We were sitting in the McDonald's by the park; we didn't order anything, we never did. It was a mid-January day, the joy from Christmas had worn off and now it was just cold.
Do you remember when we came here for my birthday?" I asked. "We brought a cake and everything and didn't buy a thing from the menu, they didn't even care.
You had a ghost of a smile on your face as you managed to say one word;
Yeah…
I looked outside to the pitch-black night and suggested that we go home. We stepped outside and were immediately slapped in the face by the cold wind. I pulled my scarf closer while you looked at your feet and shuffled along.
I always liked the city at night, it's so much more alive, it's like the people are the city's heartbeat and as long as we're here then the heart keeps on beating.
You struggled to provide a weak smile, but it quickly disappeared. Sometimes I felt like I was talking to a wall.
I started to wonder how this happened; you used to have a glow in your eyes and bright smile on your face, but as I looked at you now, you looked as if you hadn't smiled in your life.
We sat in the bus shelter in silence. When the bus finally pulled up; you followed me onto the bus and sat down next to me.
I never liked riding buses in the dark, they're like little glowing pods swallowing people up and then spitting them back out.
You didn't even acknowledge that I had said anything; you just looked out the window into the dark. I worried about you, a lot, but I was never really good with talking about things that needed to be said.
The bus came to my stop, but I couldn't bring myself to get off, I didn't know why, but I just knew that I couldn't.
I think I'll ride to your stop and then turn around and go home, I don't feel like going home quite yet.
I said this more to myself than anyone else.
We continued to ride in silence; I tried to think up things to say to you, but kept coming up blank. We got off the bus and walked to your house, passing the school where we used to go together; passing the river that we once fell into; passing the store where we used to buy M&M's every day after school. I wanted to remind you about these memories, to see if you would smile at least a little, but I knew in my heart that you wouldn't even respond, so I stayed silent.
We arrived at your front porch and you unlocked the door to go inside, you sort of turned back to look at me as if you wanted to say something, you were silent, but I saw it. I saw the feeling I knew far too well escape from your eyes, I saw the hurt I felt far too often, I saw the plea I had given far too many times. And I knew that I couldn't leave.
I'll understand more than you think.
You opened the door a bit wider and I followed you into your house and sat across from you at the kitchen table.
Do you remember when we came here for my birthday?" I asked. "We brought a cake and everything and didn't buy a thing from the menu, they didn't even care.
You had a ghost of a smile on your face as you managed to say one word;
Yeah…
I looked outside to the pitch-black night and suggested that we go home. We stepped outside and were immediately slapped in the face by the cold wind. I pulled my scarf closer while you looked at your feet and shuffled along.
I always liked the city at night, it's so much more alive, it's like the people are the city's heartbeat and as long as we're here then the heart keeps on beating.
You struggled to provide a weak smile, but it quickly disappeared. Sometimes I felt like I was talking to a wall.
I started to wonder how this happened; you used to have a glow in your eyes and bright smile on your face, but as I looked at you now, you looked as if you hadn't smiled in your life.
We sat in the bus shelter in silence. When the bus finally pulled up; you followed me onto the bus and sat down next to me.
I never liked riding buses in the dark, they're like little glowing pods swallowing people up and then spitting them back out.
You didn't even acknowledge that I had said anything; you just looked out the window into the dark. I worried about you, a lot, but I was never really good with talking about things that needed to be said.
The bus came to my stop, but I couldn't bring myself to get off, I didn't know why, but I just knew that I couldn't.
I think I'll ride to your stop and then turn around and go home, I don't feel like going home quite yet.
I said this more to myself than anyone else.
We continued to ride in silence; I tried to think up things to say to you, but kept coming up blank. We got off the bus and walked to your house, passing the school where we used to go together; passing the river that we once fell into; passing the store where we used to buy M&M's every day after school. I wanted to remind you about these memories, to see if you would smile at least a little, but I knew in my heart that you wouldn't even respond, so I stayed silent.
We arrived at your front porch and you unlocked the door to go inside, you sort of turned back to look at me as if you wanted to say something, you were silent, but I saw it. I saw the feeling I knew far too well escape from your eyes, I saw the hurt I felt far too often, I saw the plea I had given far too many times. And I knew that I couldn't leave.
I'll understand more than you think.
You opened the door a bit wider and I followed you into your house and sat across from you at the kitchen table.
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Oh, the Irony
"You don't know anything!"
"I know."
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oh she's fragile.
you are the sticks and stones
that keep breaking my bones.
and spilling out words that
do actually hurt me.
you're the one person
who could make me break,
and guess what;
i'm a bunch of shattered glass.
i just need you to be like
super glue, and fix me back up
again.
love,
keri.
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that's why it's vulgar
trust me. i'm a product of
two, eating at the eyes that
watch me from
collars hanging neatly,
barely, plainly behind
curtained closets.
and trust me, i've
written thousands of words
to replace the hard skeleton
missing at the curve of your back.
you broke each section at the
greeting of a new word gurgling
at the hollow of your throat--
each new disease tickling you
inside-out, your neurosis
peaking pretentiously,
aching at cameras
and gesticulating at the
sight of highways
spelling your death in
a matter of seconds.
run, jump, cracked,
quick roped.
so, at this sudden branching
of spite and malice
from
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I'm not particularly happy with it, but I felt I needed to finish it. It was a good idea when I started, but the ending felt rushed. Maybe it's just 2:00 AM and I'm just tired. Maybe the story needed an ending. Maybe it didn't. Maybe it never really ended because life goes on and such.
Does the dialogue (if you even call it that) work?
Thoughts on the ending? Like it? Hate it?
Any parts that particularly stand out as good or bad?
Any grammatical errors?
Does the dialogue (if you even call it that) work?
Thoughts on the ending? Like it? Hate it?
Any parts that particularly stand out as good or bad?
Any grammatical errors?
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The dialogue is great, but I almost feel as if it's not really there since nobody hears it. Does that make sense?
I didn't really like the ending. It didn't feel satisfying.
My favorite part about this was how you managed to weave a disconnected feeling, not only the disconnect between the characters but an overall dreamlike feeling.
No grammatical errors that I noticed.
The second character made me think about a schizophrenic rather than somebody depressed over something. Probably just because of a story I've been writing, so whatever. It really makes me want to know what's going on because that amount of distraction is really uncommon.