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124 deviations
Literature

18.

It's exhilarating to love someone that your'e not supposed to; sneaking glances to make your heart race, trying to speak clearly through a lump in your throat, letting their radiant smile shine past the glint of the wedding ring. He supposes that's why he allowed himself to love her, as if he could get off on the thrill and would never have to even touch her. Her hair brushed against the back of his hand one afternoon, and he could see stars as she walked so gracefully away. He had never seen stars with any other girl,  even when they pressed his hands against their cheeks, even when they let their hair dangle over his face like a curtain hid

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83 deviations
Literature

Poems from Places I

The boughs of the tree create arches We walk through tunnels of leaves and flowers Talking of love- Or lack thereof She came here alone And walked away in his arms The roses are white, We wish they are red. We talk of dreams We didn't know we had. They will always be dreams, But we're too naive to care Roses aren't always red Violets are never blue Photographs may fade, But I will never forget you

Poems from Places

2 deviations
Literature

Across the Table

I sat on the other side of the table. You were physically present, but you weren't there; your eyes were empty and your voice was flat. We were sitting in the McDonald's by the park; we didn't order anything, we never did. It was a mid-January day, the joy from Christmas had worn off and now it was just cold. Do you remember when we came here for my birthday?" I asked. "We brought a cake and everything and didn't buy a thing from the menu, they didn't even care. You had a ghost of a smile on your face as you managed to say one word; Yeah… I looked outside to the pitch-black night and suggested that we go home. We stepped outside and

Prose

18 deviations
Literature

Fields

we braided stalks of wheat with our teeth and bloodied our knuckles on old twigs she tried vainly to heal them with her kisses i pushed pebbles with my toes and we existed together for the first and last time in the spaces of the silence

Poetry

17 deviations
Literature

FFM XXII

Her sunburn really freaking hurts. The story itself isn't actually exciting, she was at the beach and either forgot sunscreen on her right shoulder or her inept left hand couldn't manage the act of applying it. It's gone from the initial pain stage to itching like hell. She scratches it lightly with the pads of her fingertips and applies aloe lotion every forty-five minutes. She never really appreciated sun and sand and lake water. Mix it all together and it just makes really warm mud. On a normal day, she would be perfectly satisfied sitting underneath a tree, wearing light clothes that cover every inch of skin and a brimmed hat to cover he

Flash Fiction Month 2012

30 deviations
Literature

Day Thirty

Most Aprils, I peel apart daisies as if they could foretell my future in “loves me, loves me nots.” Today, the daisies have bloomed in the front lawn. Today, was the first day I decided that I didn’t want one.

NaPoMo 2013

30 deviations
Literature

FFM XXIX

She's locked herself in her own absurdities. She traces silver-white raised skin over her shoulders and hips, wallowing in her own disgusting self-pity. At night, she cries over people who have been crafted from twenty-six shapes arranged in clever ways. Then she arranges the shapes some more, and pulls her hair because it will never be the same. She looks for the people she has pushed away and cries when she can't find them. Standing on her toes, she meets the goals she has set for herself. She pats herself on her back for a job well done without bothering to try jumping. Watching the world from the window, she looks at buildings, and gras

Scraps

17 deviations